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Name: Ainz
Country: Philippines
Metro: Manila
Gender: Female
Interests: im interested with nature tripping. i love food! i love papers with textures, i love pencils. i love to draw. i love my husband. i love my baby ym. i love adventure and go to places i've never been before. i like having new friends. i love books coz i love to read.
Expertise: im really good in drawing, painting and anything about art. i love to chat, thats where i met my husband. hehehehe...
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art
Message: message meEmail: email me
MSN: ainz_p@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  ainz_p@yahoo.com
Member Since:
3/17/2005
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| I have a sudden thought of my achievements or should i say things i've done in my life. Its not that I am counting or comparing myself to others it's just that i really can't hide the feeling og inggit to the people who achieve the most. Those people who have gone to far after graduation. I was wondering if ever i did not got pregnant and had a family. where will I be? Will i be like them.... this thoughts is running to my mind without knowing my mom died... i was supposed to post this but i recieved a call to go home right away... the first thought i have was my mom... but in denial hoping it was not her. that day i was so sad but i dont know why... lots of thing running to my head... the next thing i know my mom died. it was really painful coz we never got the chance to see each other, laugh together, chat togther... i miss her so much... before this happen.. i was so excited even her... coz at last she'll be home by july... konting months na lng... nandito na sya. and i am so happy that she'll see my daughter and my husband. i really miss her.. but i will never have a chance to be with her... maybe soon when i die.
until now.. whenever i see her or remember her... i just can't believe she's gone already... i so want to be with her...
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| Who would have think that life is so hard and uneasy. Before I was always confident of myself, I was talking about my talents. I always got the high grades and really excell in my field. After graduation everything is really different. I can say that this is a whole new world for me, its about helping yourself to do your best or else no one will. It's like a marathon everyone will fight to get to the top. It is in you if you really want to fullfill your dreams or will just stay where you are right now. I know all you can on this one. ps. Pau thanks!!! hehehe... miss na kita loka loka... last saturday nagkita kmi nila leslie, Carol at nakita ko din si Migo... hehehe... wala silang pinagbago they're still look the same. balita nmn sau? | | |
| I am so happy that i finally had a new oppurtunity. I applied for the position of senior graphic artist at Hallmark and WOW!!! I got it. I was so shock that i never expected to leave crispa so soon. Sooner than I imagine. I'll be hypocrite if I will say that I never wanted to be hired whenever I go applying. Im sad that i'll be leaving my first job that I am already at home. Actually working with this company is so easy, there's no pressure and I had a good working relationship with my co workers. The only problem I had is my salary that its too low. Aside from that wala na. But Im glad they still want me to be a job out graphic artist. Well that's fine with me... atleast Its an extra income and at the same time Im also helping them out. Hope this could work. I hate leaving them. but its my way of moving on. My life now is no joke I've got to be serious in everything I do. I have my family, especially my daughter depending on me. | | |
| Sobrang december na pero wala pa rin ang spirit of christmas sakin... ang simoy ng hangin ang init pa rin, parang wala lng. hahahaha... ang decoration ng bahay nmn wala.. christmas lights lng sa labas ng bahay... thats the only decoration we have. Sa office, nobody even bother to put decoration, wala daw budget for that. And the nicest part is where having a long break kc wala daw pangsweldo, hahaha kakatawa. bulok talaga sistema sa office nmn. Pero ayos lng... tiis tiis lng muna... soon!!! i promise myself everything will be fine and so much better than my life now. Now I'm embracing being poor but wait till you see the future.... i promise that! So sad to think that everyone is busy buying gift and me busy buying milk and diapers, hows that? And dont have extra money to buy gifts even for myself. i'll buy my baby something to wear. hay... so poor. ohhh... a while ago i saw a christmas card from my mom. i took it went upstairs and it was address to us, me, tongki (my husband), Bia and jarry. The card says merry christmas missing all so much. it really touches my heart and i felt guilty of not putting an effort to do the same thing as my mom did for us. With a simple card she greeted us. Im so stupid, im feeling guilty but im not doing to revive the feeling. im such a coward i know to myself that there is something wrong but im not doing anything to make it right.So sad.. :( Anyway.... To all of you merry christmas!!! and may you have a prosporous new year!!! pacencia na..ndi kc masaya pasko ko... i will just pray to God and be glad that once again, he gave us his only SOn. | | |
| Knina may napanood ako and nakita na nagbblog sila. and they are reading others blogs... hahahaha... thats why it came back to my senses na may blog pa ko na ndi ko man lng maalalang sulatan. So etohh ngaun... nagsusulat ako. ANO NGA BA ANG NANGYARI SAKIN since the last I wrote a blog. We'll first of all... Nabinyagan na ang aking baby last October 1... grabehh un... muntik na kmi na ma-out of budget, thanks to the people who doesnt pay there credit on time. Grrrr... well anyway tapos na un... 2nd is I already got a job!!! WHooohoooohhhhh sa wakas namn!!! well ok nmn sya... | | |
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